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Saturday, 15 October 2011
IT CURSED A new day started with a great arguments in between my relatives and I. Everyday is an adventure, it's always on my mind whenever and wherever I am. It has been few days, I'm not okay and I just want to see a real and sincere smile from myself. I knew, I couldn't anymore. In my freaking whole life, there are sweet and sour memories that I won't forget. Rewind back and it caught me wondering how did I actually made through all these obstacles in my life, with tears and bloods. Friends who are here for me, I blindly skipped them and treated them as they are invisible. They did helped me a lot from my back, but I was the one who just got up from dreaming in the dreamworld land. Once so close and yet, so far now. Not even a single words from the both of us to each other. I've made a use to this life because whatever you cursed and scolded me that day actually refers 95% to you, yourself. No one is perfect, and so don't think you're perfect going around to advice people when you don't have the right to do so yet. You came back with an apology on the day I was still in camp, which shows and tells me that you're a loser when you apologized and backstabbed me at the same time. Living with no doubts - wikipedia says. I seem to wait for an answer from you, telling me the truth and not to continue cheating on me because I'm not the kind of guy who can be patient with all these so-called bullshits. A call from a buddy of mine telling me that her girlfriend cheated on him. I told him to be positive, he will be okay in few days later when he see me and when the time comes, he can always lean on my shoulder. I was wondering, what if this happens to me one day. There will be no one here for me to comfort me like how it used to be in my past. Feels like, everything changed ; people changed ; don't wanna wake up from my past. I don't wish the rumors are all true about you, baby. |
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See, I never thought that I'm this strong to make the right decision.
AND THIS IS THE DECISION I'M STICKING WITH |
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