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Friday 23 December 2011
Back From Taiwan It's brand new day in Ipoh, Malaysia. After travelling to other country, it realised me how much my beloved girlfriend mean to me and Ipoh is always the best place for me to live. Nothing much to be update, it's a way back to Taiwan as memories. And so, Goodbye Taiwan. Saturday 26 November 2011
7 down, 2 to go. Many unexpected things happened lately, everything that happens brings tear drops on people around me. Mom and auntie gave me the same advice, do not easily give up in life especially giving my my own life. 2 weeks ago, I tried committing suicide. Guess none of my friends know about that because I didn't even mention about that in front of them. How lifeless I felt at that very moment. It's like totally no one who really cares for you exception for my beloved dearest mommy and my beloved girlfriend? 7 subjects down, the upcoming 2 tough subjects for me to face on Tuesday and Wednesday. After Wednesday, I'm the real man in teenage life. Am I gonna enjoy my life like a crazy guy or worrying that I've no time to accompany her until she leaves? It hurts me deep enough when I get to know you've been chosen for National Services, yet now it double the amount numbers of knifes stabbing into my heart. This is life. Iloveyou baby. Sunday 23 October 2011
Wishlist, it's just so-called as one. 20th of October which was Thursday, the three of us had Bak Kut Teh for lunch at Pasir Puteh before heading for Biology class. This was the best outing among the others. It's because I went to have my favourite meal ever. Besides, I'd wish to have it since few months ago but I have no idea why I couldn't make it though. Well, these are the two simple photos that describes everything. Full enough until I could barely walk. I wish to treasure my friendships forever and never for awhile. She Inspires Me To Live On ![]() 虽然说来得有点突然. 可是却很真. 说真的, 她也另我改变了不少. 我不抽烟,不喝酒. 以前的我对女朋友从来都不会那么温柔, 那么体贴. 这是真的. 我担心你会爱上其他的人 虽然说我们很少机会见面, 可是我知道我们对彼此的爱都没有变淡过. 如果说我现在没有了她, 我想我的生活就会毫无意义了. 她对我来说真的很重要, 我在乎她的一切. 说真的, 我很怕她不开心. 每当她不开心时我会很担心她. 毕竟我不能常常在她身边陪伴她 :( 我真的很希望能常常呆在她身边. 更希望能呆上一辈子. 每天晚上想起她的时候, 眼泪总是不听话的流下来. 她不会知道我是多么的关心她. 不管如何, 我希望我能为她做更多的东西. 我真的担心,将会有一天你会离开我. ![]() 我希望我永远都能当她身边的好男人. 只要能和她在一起度过每一天, 那对我来说已经是最幸福最开心的事了. 我不管我们的未来有多远, 但是我只想让你知道 不管以后的路有多艰辛和难走, 我都会一路陪你走下去. 我永远都不会离开你. 你不需要为我做些什么, 但是你一定要让我好好的照顾你,保护你,疼爱你. 不管如何, 我对你的爱都不会改变. 因为我知道我心里面只装着一个人. 那个人在我心里永远对在一个最特别的位置. 我永远都不会把她从我心里面拿掉. 因为她就是我最爱的人. 再没有人能取代她的位置. 我爱你, Lee Kar Wai♥ Thursday 20 October 2011
25 days ahead Hello readers. I'm here to update my blog again it's because I don't really feel good today. It has been few days, I could barely close my eyes. Worrying about the upcoming exam, SPM. I shouldn't have went to the national level camp. Thanks for causing me headache. It never stops haunting me, headache kills and ruins my day, everyday. Indeed. Please stay away from me, I don't need you to be the one who worry bout me and massage for me. You have no right to touch me. Please, respect me. Thank you. Besides this, I'm sorry for my action that makes you females hate me so much. To make things clear, I'm in a relationship. You want to stab me from my back, it's up to you. Tensed up and pissed off. Why must it be me and not other guys? Damn. I have my own priority, please don't overdo something, watch your words and think before you talk. I don't need to pick up your call to argue with you about the past. It's a waste of time. Receiving the message of yours, such a cruel message, I actually cried. You feel proud and happy now? You win. I'm the loser okay. I'm tired with problems. Amitabha. Monday 17 October 2011
My Lips Like Sugar It's a great great night I'm now having here while listening to the song, Sugar. So please, do not spoil, ruin or whatsoever that might change my mood! Yes, 27 days more ahead and SPM, we will be sitting on you :) Well, I skipped school again today due to stomachache and getting my ass up late from the bed. Damn. But still, I fill in most of my time with studies today. Revised my bloody physics and bm at the bloody hot state library today. Before heading my body to the library, my bunch of besties and I went LFS Five Stars Cinema for a movie. REAL STEEL- well this movie seriously makes some sense though. The shots and frankly, these are what we call as the perfect shots! Looking forward to plan myself for getting a healthy life in order to get a happy life! Oh delicious malicious
That's my breakfast for tmoro and lunch will be either sushi or steamboat :) It's time for me to hands off. Will update more, just wait readers. Saturday 15 October 2011
IT CURSED A new day started with a great arguments in between my relatives and I. Everyday is an adventure, it's always on my mind whenever and wherever I am. It has been few days, I'm not okay and I just want to see a real and sincere smile from myself. I knew, I couldn't anymore. In my freaking whole life, there are sweet and sour memories that I won't forget. Rewind back and it caught me wondering how did I actually made through all these obstacles in my life, with tears and bloods. Friends who are here for me, I blindly skipped them and treated them as they are invisible. They did helped me a lot from my back, but I was the one who just got up from dreaming in the dreamworld land. Once so close and yet, so far now. Not even a single words from the both of us to each other. I've made a use to this life because whatever you cursed and scolded me that day actually refers 95% to you, yourself. No one is perfect, and so don't think you're perfect going around to advice people when you don't have the right to do so yet. You came back with an apology on the day I was still in camp, which shows and tells me that you're a loser when you apologized and backstabbed me at the same time. Living with no doubts - wikipedia says. I seem to wait for an answer from you, telling me the truth and not to continue cheating on me because I'm not the kind of guy who can be patient with all these so-called bullshits. A call from a buddy of mine telling me that her girlfriend cheated on him. I told him to be positive, he will be okay in few days later when he see me and when the time comes, he can always lean on my shoulder. I was wondering, what if this happens to me one day. There will be no one here for me to comfort me like how it used to be in my past. Feels like, everything changed ; people changed ; don't wanna wake up from my past. I don't wish the rumors are all true about you, baby. |
See, I never thought that I'm this strong to make the right decision.
AND THIS IS THE DECISION I'M STICKING WITH |